THE ONE BEHIND THE GUN


I am a crude mind in motion. I try as much to live along with the luminous halo, a semi transparent envelope surrounding us from the beginning of consciousness to the end. Perhaps I am made as plenty of layers, which often do not complement each other. I am a contradiction to myself, I might be the friendliest to my life and at the same time my own deadliest enemy; I am glad with it. I am many things, but mostly not this page.

This blog is not about care, precision, or intellectual responsibilities. This blog deals with ideas as well as personalities, with arguments as well as individuals' inner lives. You might find the very least of approximate objectivity, as this blog in its entirety is forthright subjectivity. My writings might seem diametrically opposed, and you are welcome to maintain your indifference.

Having said that, I am quite a straightforward and simple person. I love my family and have been trying to be a friend. By days I am currently an apprentice lawyer, while for the rest of my remaining hours I am up with my experiments, amused with the smallest discoveries and consonant beauties. I give my utmost to be a devoted believer where everything is You and nothing is an it(-s), yet I cheat with the written life. I have an aspiration to spend my life with another person in a savannah, but I feel I cannot afford to lose. Resolution is just as impossible as letting go. Let that be my excruciating hindrance; I am taking care of myself. I am carrying my home while locomoting elsewhere.

(Photo taken by Abimantrana Kusuma, at the Angkor Wat, Siem Reap, Kingdom of Cambodia.)